So... i was reading my bible, and i read a verse that reminded me of ev honesty.... the passage said something about how to be a good leader, and everything the bible showed me indicated that ev honesty was indeed a bad leader. i had a hard night sleeping , it kept bothering me, i said no it can not be true lord, can EV honesty really be a bad leader, i prayed and fast, then the lord showed me that EV was indeed a bad leader. when i found out i cry myself to sleep everynight.
One key momment that draw me to this conclusion is when she banned me , because i try to get other people banned. I pray and the lord showed me EV was wrong that i can get anyone banned, but they can get thereseleves banned. the lord also showed me that I only got banned because people didnt like me, when i got this revilation i fell to my feet , and cried, I cried , because i was wrong.
then i said dear lord what shall i do, and he said read, as i continue to read gods good word, it revealed to me that people will try to hurt you, and tear you down, when i read this i was worry , so worry i almost called the cops, but put down the phone beacuse the next line of the bible said fear not anyone, because i am with you, when i gazed upon that i felt comfort ,
when i was banned i cry........ everything .... i lost my world, i slept for three days straight and missed school, and felt like giving up..... i was depressed my Teacher asked me what was wrong, i coildnt eat, i was sick to my stoumach, i will never forget the day i was betrayed and banned, when i lost my innocent...
and EV set it up, im trying to move on, but i cannot